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From Isolation

by M A L A I S E

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1.
Antisocial 03:40
A meager watch collection ticks its lifespan On the nightstand Fashioned from a secondhand lamp and Medium density fiberboard These are the things which I've accrued In my search for the sunlight Untouched literature lines the corner bookshelf All virginal white lacquer and standardized hardware I'm acutely aware of these things lately The two-lite sliding window is ever-so-slightly open Behind birch wood blinds shut tight Bleeding thin wisps of light between each slat How many surfaces lying in wait for a dusting have I disappointed? The eastward wall is all off-white sheen Unadorned for the sake of acting as a projector screen Of untapped movie date potential Now that I'm alone I refuse to make a big deal out of these things So in a song I'll whisper instead of sing Thich Nhat Hanh's words mark the lavender pin-up calendar By the closed door affecting an air of idyllic zen To a hypothetical daily departure 29 days was too many for a broken heart to stomach And I must now reckon with the potentiality Of spending a lifetime in this limbo of five walls Staring down the artifacts of a previous me I can hardly recognize Without the lens of another soul "This is what you wanted, isn't it?"
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Distancing 04:24
I've been known at times To keep my distance So don't get me twisted I'm not at home here As you might be led to believe I've just been set free from Tyranny of distance To find myself in chains Of outstanding circumstance So don't tell me 'hold tight' That's what I've been doing my whole life The last 20 years of my life Have entailed Nothing short of self-inflicted envy Now you turn around and tell me Self-isolation is a fact of life now

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that this personal meditation may be received as an offering towards
some form of catharsis or closure
amidst an isolated world
is my earnest intent herein.

every thing, from isolation eventually finds the light.

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released April 13, 2020

All instruments, noises; mix & master by Moises Alexander.

Created at The Broad Street Pump in San Luis Obispo.




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M A L A I S E San Luis Obispo, California

an unsure sonic handshake between melodic bliss and unmitigated noise.

catharsis through expulsion.


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